Why me? Why does it always seems to happen to me? Some times I truly feel as if I’m cursed.
How can this many bad things happen to a person, again and again?
What could I possible have done to deserve this treatment?
My whole life has always been the same, I’m alone and the only thing I wish for is friendship.
But I never seem to get it, and it has always been like that.Continue Reading
Let’s get Chill(ato)
One of my absolute favorite colors are pastell-y yellow. I’m big on pastel colors in general but just something with that soft yellow that pleases my eyes just a little extra. So for years I’ve been searched for a pastel yellow nail polish but has always come up empty handed, until now. But why? You would think that it would be a common color, especially in summer lines. But apparently not. So you can believe my happiness when I finally found one from Essie that exactly matched the shade I wanted, and I immediately did order it. Continue Reading
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Standing at a Crossroad
My life is currently at a crossroad and I can’t for the life of me decide what to next. My options are to either continue with the life I have now (including my blogging) or left everything behind, giving myself the chance of the closest thing to a new beginning possible. The last option might seem a bit dramatic but hear me out.
This hasn’t been an easy thing to come to and and an even harder choice to make.Continue Reading
Swing and Spin
Three days ago I traveled to Copenhagen, Denmark to spend the day at Tivoli (which the ones of you who follows me on twitter already know). In case you don’t know Tivoli is an amusement park, and it was one of the most fun day of my life. I just love roller coasters and rides that spins. I was too busy actually riding the rides to takes pictures of them, which I kind of regrets right now. Even when I wasn’t on rides I didn’t remember to photograph very much, and there was a lot of amazing things that could have been dope to have a photo of *sad emoji*.
One was these super adorable ducks, they was white with a soft yellow coloring on the head and specks over the body, and pale pink feet and beaks. Basically pastel ducks, and I thought them adorable (and I’m not a big fan of birds). But I guess I have to it positive, that I had so much fun that I didn’t have my phone up all the time.Continue Reading
Friends or “friends”
A few months ago I stopped going onto my Facebook. It just caused me to have anxiety attacks and most time me late at night beating myself up on my shortcomings. A bit was the old ‘seeing all the amazing things others do while I sit here alone’ but the thing that really got to me is my friends Facebook friends. Or more exactly these guys that my friend (whose also a guy) shoots with. I never got the impression that they aren’t more than shooting buddies, being social because it’s a social sport. But not likt they’re really friends, not in any ways that the two of us are. But still it’s like a stab to my stomach seeing them tagging him in things on Facebook, liking his photos and writes ‘looking good’ to him. It really messes with my head. Are they friends or not? What’s just common Facebook courtesy and what’s real friends?Continue Reading
